Konbanha,

 

First of all, I'm really sorry that I haven't blogged for over a week. There has been difficulties lately wich needed my full attention. Wednesday 15th of March wasn't a really special day. It was the last day that I talked normally with Forsaken and Silvermoon and Sephiroth. Though that day changed me, I had a terrible fight with ClaudStrofe ( who is or was a very good friend of mine ) He called me an idiot and said he lost all his respect for me. And why do you ask, cause I was in touch with Deets and Bnetgamer on dbztu - forums. Those people he hate so I had to choose sides...however I'm a person that don't do that, I decide with whom I go on with.

 

Then thursday came, real hellish, like in real - life hellish. My mentor was finally present at school, so I thought I could finally tell him about the problems I had in my class with my classmates. However my mentor told me I had to wait at least till next week, in other words I had to live another week in this hellish situation. On that day Zollowhex wrote some not so friendly personal messages towards me on dbztu. I felt uncomfortable reading them. Then I played a little bit of Gaia and that was pretty much my thursday.

 

Friday was another hellish game, was late for school, had gym classes but wanted to skip. Got into various fights at school and when I wanted to go home I got stuck for 2 hours in the train >.< so the ''thank god its friday'' is not a nice sentence. I did however gave Sephiroth ( Ivan ) a phone call, that was quiet intresting. Then I got home, launched the SOTW 4 contest and went offline on msn. I needed some time alone to start on that 2nd wallpaper project.

 

However my attention was stolen due to gaia, something I play often lately, It's a chatsite but its rpg style so you walk around and talk and you dress your selfs up and stuff, pretty neat to flirt with girls that way. I talked to Bjorn very briefly, he gave me a great link to a anime download website so I downloaded a few full anime series wich I watched all friday night. I fell asleep at around 4 - 5 AM.

 

Now the dreadfull day begins...waking up at 10 AM on a saturday is a pain in the ass... but whats even worse is.. I log onto the dbztu site and I noticed it was hacked.. porn picture everywhere, all topics and posts were deleted. I was upset about that but I thought thank god it didn't happen to me. Then around 30 minutes later ( I didn't immidiatly check out my own website since I was keeping track of the hacked dbztu - forum site ) I checked my own website.. and what do I see, the same porn picture and everything gone, my account was banned... All my work that I spend on my website was gone. My gfx works, my topics, posts.. buttons everything... gone.

 

I was so sad, I couldn't take it, I went online on msn and what did my friends do, instead of helping me they went all ego tripping on me.. selfish bastards...

 

However now I take that word back, because shortly after I had a chat with my friends on msn and they really really stand by me. They helped me rebuild my new website.

 

Link to my new website: http://s12.invisionfree.com/Anigraphics/index.php?act=site

 

But still I feel sad that someone close to me was involved with the hackings, they used one of my best friends account to get into my administrator panel...those bastards. However at the moment the hacker is still unkown though many people pointed out their finger.

 

Due to the fact I was so sad I kinda ignored some gfx friends on msn, people like Forsaken and all wich I regret however when I'm so depressed myself I cannot help them nor rate work....

 

After that I went making a signature according to my feelings at that precise moment ... specially since I felt like shit. This is what I made:

 

 

 It will also be my SOTW 1 entry. Since all SOTW will be held all over again thnx to those hackers. And I dislike zollowhex a great deal, but I like Deets a lot, but Deets like zollowhex... so I'm kinda in a crossfire.. wich is not cool. All this shit is making me tense lately and on top of that my home situation is getting worser by the day.

 

Well you are all informed now, Sunday was a boring day, I rebuild my new website on that day and I stay'd at my brothers place.

 

Well I will try to blog more often... but what really bothers me what actually can make me cry is that I spoke so little to forsaken , Bjorn and Miss Raisa... damn I miss them all :(

 

Gomenasai....gomenasai...

 

Oyasumi nasai !

 

GodFather-San

Konbanha !

 

Well todays tuesday, can't wait for it to get friday actually. I started out this morning with a terrible headache, most likely to be migraine. I worked on a new drawing ( well worked on it few days ago but today I finished it ) Here is the end product:

 

 

Not bad hey, It looks like the real thing I think. I made 2 own renders in the couple of weeks. So I'm pretty proud on myself. I think I will use this own made render to either be put in my second wallpaper project or making a signature out of it.

 

Today I watched episode 5 & 6 of Elfen Lied, the story is just amazing ( I like Fate Stay/Night more ) but Elfen Lied definatly comes up the second place. I cried at episode 4 cause of that cute little girl that died but it seems she's still alive :D So I'm happy again.

 

Anyways thats about it so I'll be going now.

 

Janei !

 

GodFather san

Yup you all guessed it, its Monday,... the hellish week begins, however I did spoke to Miss Raisa today wich was fun but then her i-pod was screwing around deleting all her songs wich was not funny... Then I went off to make another drawing wich didn't really work >_> I'm losing inspiration lately BLEH. And still not one step I did in making my second wally GRRR I need more time. Tommorow school starts for me wich is NOT good. Specially cause I HATE many people in my class. Fucking idiots...

 

Anyways.. Friday I will start the SOTW3 and after that I'm free, no more restrictions, ^^ I think I will set myself on offline on msn so no-one can disturb me, cause I need to do GFX... but for now I must survive this hellish week.. zomg...ZOMG someone HELP ME !! aaaaaaaaaaah

 

Well I updated my phone today with some japanese songs and right now i'm charging the battery for my mp3 player. Today I watched the 4th episode of Elfen Lied.. and I'd cried.. There is this really sweet girl and she gets torn to limbs litterely it was sooooo sad and with that music playing I cried.. that girl didn't deserve to suffer and die in the end so I think I will make a signature with her as a render this weekend in honor.

 

Bleh I'm really tired but I don't want to go to sleep cause then its tuesday and hell begins.. AWWW noooo *crawls back in his pink box*

 

I only come out when someone protects me like Saber *insert drool emoticon* hehe aaah, yes watching my favourite anime shows and listning to some good old anime and japanese music during these week should give me some energy. AARRGH I'm so mad... stupid week, everybody is asking me things lately I do not have time for myself anymore :'( I just want to do GFX they dont' even realize how much effort I stick in maintaining the website, everyday I get up to fix the music cause the url's for the music only stays active 1 day but they don't know that so I have to upload new ones every single day. But do I hear compliments... NOOOOO...BLEH

 

Time for me to step of this self pity toilet pot and hide in my pink box muwhahahaha

 

I will go to bed now or not >_> thats a question for you but a knowing for me !!

 

Oyasumi nassai !

 

GodFather-san

 

 

Well I made this today, worked all day on it still not finished but its a start:

 

 

I think it turned out great.

 

Any comments anyone ??

 

-GF

Konbanha !

 

O genki desu ka ?

 

How are you all, I'm so sorry I haven't blogged yesterday, Yesterday was a dreadfull day for me, as I got in a fight at school. And when I got home I was so tired I had to sleep. And today in the morning my internet connection was gone since the provider was doing maintenance...

 

But all that solved a few hours ago so here I am blogging once more. I made a mp3 player on my website, I really like my website now. Forsaken made a very nice signature, a final fantasy one, I'm kinda jealous about that, it seems my lack of time is killing me, and I'm falling behind. Ah well it cannot be helped with at this very moment. Still I haven't started on my wallpaper project. I did however made these two signatures:

 

 

 

The Archer one was for my friend Tomx. He liked it a lot so its a good job well done.

I also have great news, I got episode 10 of Fate Stay/Night however the download is incredible slow...

 

Well I'm off for now, everyone take care !

 

..:Updated:..

 

Well I just saw Episode 10 of Fate Stay/Night and DAMN, that was sweet ! Yes, I saw the ass of Saber in that one:

 

 

 

 

Grrrr Arrgh w00t, thats some fine ass you looking at. Anyways, the episode was great to watch besides the nudity part. I think that the guy that adopted Shirou is the fater of that little girl that controls Beserker.

Well I have to go now again. Janei !

 

GodFather-san

Hi guys/girls,

 

I've updated my entire website today. New skin, new banner I made, new icons I made, new buttons I made etc etc etc, I'm so tired right now. Tommorow or actually today lol it's friday, after that we finaly have our weekend break. About time though cause I need it. This morning I had a very good conversation with Miss Raisa, She's so sweet and she show'd me the most beautifull picture ever and yes I will share it with you:

 

 

Just woow, and she' actually saw such a sun set >_> how lucky ! cause its lovely !

I haven't had time yet to either make myself a nice Saber signature nor to produce a wallpaper. I hate my lack in time. Anyways im really tired so I should go to bed.

 

Take care all.

 

Janei !

 

GodFather-San

 

 

Today at school it was again boring, though I almost lost my temper with someone. I rendered around 4 pictures for Bjorn today and I also helped my older brother out by moving his stuff to his new house. I'm really exhausted and don't really know what to write.

 

Bjorn sended me a full anime movie called: Tsubasa Chronicle Torikago no Kuni no Himegimi. I'm gonna watch it and then again Fate Stay/Night. I'm kinda missing Miss Raisa very much, I feel so sad and bad that I didn't had time for her today, I miss the conversations I have with her. I hope she can forgive my lack in time. Anyway's here are some sweet screenshots to keep you all entertained for a while:

 

 

Konnichiwa !

 

Well today was pretty boring, at school we had a problem case about some a-social family that causes problems for the entire neighbourhood. Our assignment was to find out what you could do if you were there neighbours and you were fed up with them. In other words another day wasted of my life doing absolutely nothing meaningfull. Also started to annoy myself to someone from school lately.

 

I kinda have a hard time dealing with the fact I have so little time for GFX right now. When I come back from school I have to go to my work straight when I'm home so I'm really tired and all. I only need to render 1 more Saber frame and then I can start my big saber signature project. And of course time is very important since I also have a website to run and maintain. Ohh and I miss Saber, damn I think I take the show bit to serious, but damn do I wish that anime was real, that Saber was my servant, it would make my life so much easier won't it ?

 

Lately I been thinking a lot. I feel lonely, I really think I need a girlfriend or just someone to have good conversations with ( but a girl person ) But I really love asian looking girls I don't know why :S and ah well I don't think I would ever find someone that both love my hobby and have great conversations with. For now I will stick to my anime and I will watch all Fate Stay/Night episodes again for the 5th time.

 

My buddy Tomx also made his msn-space today. It's http://spaces.msn.com/tomx-san so welcome to the club tomx!!

 

I hope you like Fate Stay/Night as much as I do >_>

 

Miss Raisa justed wanted to tell you that I miss you and that I think about you, I hope everything went well at school today.

 

Take care all !

 

Janei !

 

GodFather-San

Ok I'm back again, Today started out as a pretty boring day, Yesterday I went to sleep around 3 AM, why you ask, well not much to explain just the fact.... I....got.....THE FIRST THREE EPISODES OF FATE STAY/NIGHT !! IN YOUR FACE MUWAHAHAHAHAHA ok ya ? !

 

And now I just got my 4th episode and its soooo cute, I love the story plot and the emotional expressions. The profile scetches of the characters in the anime serie are brilliant. So you got that Rin ---> Saber ain't just a ruthless killer, she's gorgeous and beautifull and lovely ! The way she looks up to you with those eyes... wooow.

 

It was sooo cute how Saber fought Heracles servant ! bleh I wish Saber was my servant, I will treat her much better then Shirou ! Ahhh Saber your so cute ! Kawaii ! I'm also very curious about Sakura, she plays a mysterious role, I think it will have a great story twist if she her self is a master with a servant :P but I will keep you all informed about that. And the father of Shirou, there something strange about him --> I think he has many secrets so I'm anxious to find more about that.

 

Ahhh and Episode 4 was so nice, the conversation with Shirou and Saber, it was so sweet it made me almost go crying ! Fate Stay/Night is by far the best anime series I've seen so far. Its absolutely addictive ! I also got the bit torrent files for Elfen Lied from Bjorn ! Yup he's my best source for all the things, and also a very good friend ! But I cannot keep up with more then 1 anime at the moment so I'm sticking loyal to Saber ^^

 

Well I'm gonna stop writing this blog now, maybe gonna watch Fate Stay/Night yet again ! its so nice oh and people little spoiler ---> I will start a new wallpaper project, yes another Fate Stay/Night one with saber but this time I will not use screenshots in my wallpaper but more personalized effects !

 

Oh and before I forget I checked mini tokyo's website, its seems my wallpaper is doing pretty great actually ! it was set to favourite by already 7 people and more then 35 people downloaded it ! I'm so happy about it. And for all you GFX-Designer friends who read this, I will make no more then 1 sig a month or when I feel like it, I decided to make wallpapers since it gives so more satisfaction and its a way bigger project to work on.

 

Well take care everyone, tonight I have to go to work from 7 PM till 9 PM but after that I'm back to check if I gotten myself the episode 5 of Fate Stay/Night !

 

Hehe here are some screens from Fate Stay/Night I took:

 

 

 

This is the part where Shirou tells Saber that he's sorry ! woohooo !  

Damn she's so hot... hehe and Bjorn she's MINE I tell you I'm so greedy --->

 

1 more for the road hehe:

 

 

Hehe, there now were all fine and comfortable ! Oh and I got another good news to mention ! Miss Raisa sended a really really cute picture of her self so Thank You Miss Raisa ---> *Insert Drool emoticon*

 

Janei !

 

GodFather-San

 

..:Updated:..

 

Well it's 12:39 AM here now, I need to go to bed since I do have school tommorow. I also have good news I watched all 9 episodes of Fate Stay/Night , its so addictive and Sakura and Saber are soo cute ! I feel sorry for Sakura though... Shirou kinda treats her real bad. I saw the spoiler screens for episode 10 , hehe nude Saber well that certainly made my day ^^ but the bad thing is now we have to wait sooo long until episode 10 comes ! ahwell...

 

Also I'm currently making my ultimate Saber signature, I'd figured I just want to make 1 saber signature first so I can post it for the upcoming sig of the week 3 contest. I will make a animation sig and vector brushed style but I'm not entirely sure yet. Well consider yourselfs lucky cause since im such a great mood I will add another great screenshot of Saber hehe!

 

 

She's so cute ! Well I'm pretty tired now so I will go to sleep. Tommorow I have school and work so I'm not sure yet when I will be able to update my blogs. Take Care all.

 

Hug and Kiss to Miss Raisa !

 

Janei !

 

GodFather-San

..:UPDATED:..

 

Guy's/Girls,

 

My work is actually IN a gallery, peoply actually BUY my new wallpaper with credits, OMG ! my wallpaper is in a gallery ! >_> ZOMG I cannot explain this feeling, seeing your work, being liked by others, a huge website with YOUR work in a gallery, its a dream coming true... Thank you all that invested in me and believed in me ! Thank You ! Arigato ! I"m so proud !!! Thnx Bjorn ! Thnx Forsaken, Thnx Evelien !! woohoo Thnx Miss Raisa !!

 

Check it out for yourself:

And if you click on my wallpaper you see COPYRIGHTED !! FUCK YEAH !!

 

P.S

 

I have my first episodes of Fate Stay/Night ZOMG Saber !!! KAWAII !!!

 

..:UPDATED:..

 

Well I'm gonna take a break in my gfx carriere guys. I'm so busy with school and stuff, I have a lot to catch up lately. Bjorn and me had a lot of fun in the group conversation today with his friends, they all make beautifull wallpapers, I hope that someday I will battle theirs. Forsaken and I had a nice chat aswell, I hope you feel any better now.

 

I just founded out that Illusion-studios.com removed my wallpaper thread without telling, Forsaken this is a serious offense in my oppinion. First SeanB rips a tutorial, and now he randomly deletes your showcase topics, I hate to say it but I wont be posting on that site anymore.

 

I posted my first wallpaper on MT, I really hope people like it and maybe use it as dekstop wallpaper, who knows maybe I get famous someday ! Bleh still have to do so much homework but I refuse to do it, im either to lazy , I don't know, I feel sad lately but I don't know what causes it ! someone help me get a girl !!! brrr !!!

 

but for now Saber is with me !

 

Oh and Good luck to Miss Raisa >_> I hope you finish your homework assignment in time muwhahaha coloring children in a colorbook you can do it !

 

GodFather-san

Hi guys, it's 3:22 AM and still I haven't gotten any sleep. I just had to finish my first wallpaper. Bjorn helped me out a lot and he even send me his .psd file from one of his best works. Again arigato Bjorn !

 

so this is it:

 

 

Told you I was gonna make a Saber one ! yeeeey I'm so happy >_>

 

 

 

 

 

 

Saber Saber Saber !!!! Asian power & Anime power !!

 

Oh and Saber , I just wanted to say: kawaii ! kawaii ! kawaii ! your soo cute !

 

Well I made this signature for a special someone. She's always very nice and cute and damn she is funny to talk with ! Yes were talking about you Miss Raisa. So I made her a signature ( wich she liked a lot ! )

 

Now we learned a new word today aswell:

 

P'WNTASTIC all the way !!

 

>_> Asian Power all the way !

 

(>'')> Anime Power all the way !!

 

Oh and soon I will make my very first Wallpaper !! It will be a Saber on from Fate stay/night !

 

 

 

Hehe Oh Saber !

 

-GF

 

 

This is my latest Anime Signature

 

I entered the sig of the week contest with that signature. I hope I win !

 

I just love Kaede from Shuffle! Oh anime I wish I could live in your world >_>

 

Be sure to keep up with my contest:

 

 

Have fun !

 

Janei !!