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    June 09

    Almost summer holiday !! ^.^

    Konnichiwa minna-san !
     
    Almost summer holiday.... yes this is the moment we all been waiting for. Now I have some good news and some really bad news.
     
    Good news: the bad news only afflict me not you so thats a plus for you.
     
    Bad news: I lost my hearing on my left ear. Long story to keep things shorts, when I was a baby I had an ear infection, it never got cured and my ''drumvlice'' w/e you call it in dutch its trommelvlies was torn. It only started with a small rupture but today when I was swimming it totally torn...
     
    Now don't worry I knew from a child I would lose my hearing on my left ear one day but this is just bit to soon for me.... I kinda don't like it cause I don't enjoy music and my anime series right now, I really hope this will pass. But first I hope the pain will go away.
     
    Now other good news cause I don't want to be depressed ! First I had some nice school trip with school to our main city in our country, Amsterdam. My classmate finally gonna send me the pictures of that day ^^ looking forward of those.
     
    Now for my GFX update guys, I finished a wallpaper project, its pretty decent as it was a tribute to all my MT friends, Bj0rn, Milkiyo, Rikka, Uchiha, DD, Ayane
     
    One night full of sorrow
     
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    Anime: Deus Machina Demonbane
    Genre: Drama
    Inspiration: Read story below please
    Type Wallpaper: Scenery
    Resolution: 1280x1024
    Working hours: 10 hours 31 minutes 12 seconds
    Special thanks to: Adobe Photoshop for not crashing

    Please watch it in full version mode.

    Dedicated to: bj0rn, Milkiyo, Uchiha, Ayane, Rikka, Devil Dude

    (6 of my best friends, 6 of the best artists I know, combined we are the lucky 7)

    Description:

    I will divide the description into 2 stories. Story 1 how the wallpaper was made. Story 2 something about my inspiration and something for my friends to read.

    I'm sorry to bore you with all these stories but for me its very important. So please respect my wish as designer.

    Story 1 - Birth of the wallpaper

    One night full of sorrow was made in a different style then my others. I wanted to work on details wich I think is well seen in this wallpaper. I started in this order: Scan placement, Clouds, Ground and then brushed the trees. I kept everything in black and white and wasn't on planning to color it.

    Due to everything beeing black and white I had more view on the wallpaper and on how I really wanted it. I downloaded a simple grass brush. It was called grash brush.. but to all disappointment.... it was not really usefull. So I got myself the smudge tool and burn tool and went a crack at it. Clouds were smudged too, this I done on previous wallpapers so that wasn't to hard to repeat.

    I wanted to create a dead and spooky feeling around the wallpaper, my vision that I had was this girl standing on the outskirts of a dead swamp, everything died yet she descended from heaven to save this one special flower. She looks sad cause everything else died. The original scan came with 2 attached feathers.. I could not how much I tried get rid of those, so instead I made myself feathers to go with the flow. (if you can't beat it join them)

    So now I got the girl right, the grass right and the clouds. I still wanted to make it look like the moon was shining through the swamp, so I added some lens flares, did some filters on those and voila. I took a 12px round soft brush, grey color and on 57 opacity I went shading. I duplicated the main scan, made it bigger and let one of her fade in the sky. I told you before I wanted to give it a heavenly look while the theme was sad and all dead like.

    Thats pretty much about it, I started at noon, finished at 10:31 PM so I spend quite some time on it. But was it worth it... I let you decide for yourself. If you like it please favourite it but also make a comment. It are the comments of you that makes me want to continue my work, specially with summer vacation coming up.


    Story 2 - To my friends

    Bj0rn

    Happy birthday to you. I am so sorry I was a lousy friend these couple of weeks. The reasons why I was avoiding you was because you and everyone surpasses me in wallpapers. When I first came on gaia you welcomed me with open arms, you even introduced me to your friends. When I got to know you and them I felt really good. When I first posted my first made wallpaper and saw it in an actual gallery... I ... I still can't explain that feeling. It is amazing. It even overwhelmed me. Then later on I felt bad because I felt like a ''leecher'' I leeched out on you and all your friends... that made me feel so bad. I saw you guys were getting so good and I made crappy works... How could I ever hold a compilation with you guys if I was only there to tear down the quality of your works. Thats the reason why I was afraid to talk to you or anyone else.

    Meeting you is a good thing that happened in my life, you made me laugh countless times and I consider you one of my best friends. Thank you for everything, your faith and your guidance.

    Milkiyo

    Thank you for the wallpaper you dedicated to me. It really gave me strenght when I really needed it. You were always so nice to me and made me laugh always, especially the whole grandpah part. Its your friendly and laughing attitude that cheered me up ^^. We don't know each other for so long, neither do we know each other that well but I would really really like to become part of this group of friends, bj0rn, you, ayane, DD, Rikka, Uchiha.

    Uchiha

    Only mett you since today, though I have seen your works before. You helped me a lot on this wallpaper, guidance and advices. You took your time with me and boasted my self-esteem. Thank you for that and I'm sure we will be good friends ^^

    Ayane

    Ayane... yes you, you helped me so much on msn, things in real life and you always made me laugh aswell. Denisu ^^ thats my nickname when I am talking to you. We haven't talked much lately due to my own mistakes in avoiding you. This will soon change and I hope to catch up, I really do. For you aswell Thank you !

    Rikka

    Miss rikka =_= I mean Rikka-chan ^^ You make p'wntastic doujinshi. You are most of the times busy and funny to chat with. Wacky sort to speak tongue.gif in a good way of course ! I would like to thank you for the convosations we had. Specially the group convosations where really cheering me up. Keep it up and well thats all to say to it. Thank you !

    Devil Dude

    My inspiration for a lot of things. Someone that I can look up to and say: I want to become that good one day. We hardly speak to each other but with us two I believe your work does the speaking. It shows me every time over and over again I need to do better. This keeps me going, so I would like to thank you aswell !

    Ok thats just something that really really needed to get of my heart. (wiping away a tear or two)

    Ok time to get a hold of myself. I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend... and I hope you all can forgive me and from now on I will do things differently. I want to become a real part of the group and I want to become better and better.

    I hope you like it,
     
    Anyways I still have some more good news, OMFG you still have MORE good news NO WAI ! well YES WAY
     
    Bj0rn wants to do a COLLAB this summer with ME .... OMFG YES YOU HEARD THAT RIGHT WITH ME !!
     
    looking forward to it !!
     
     
    gotta go now !
     
    Ja na
     
     
    May 14

    Did you miss me ?

    Hi everyone,
     
    Its been a while again. I promised in the beginning that I would blog everyday... well that turned out to be a big fat lie didn't it. Its hard keeping track everyday...
     
    Here is a fast update to all events that have taken place in my absence...
     
    I moved to a new place...
    Made a new signature and avatar:
     
    Avatar:
     
     
    Signature:
     
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    Made a few pictures of myself:
     
    photo1:
     
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    photo2:
     
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    Also I'm on episode 19 of fate stay/night. I finished watching shuffle! I also have finally all charackters on 100% on the Shuffle! hentai game.
     
    They started translating the fate stay/night hentai game, should be out within 4  - 5 months if they keep up this speed. I took a break in gfx due to lack in inspiration.
     
    I hardly speak my friends on msn ... kinda miss the convo's I had with bj0rn and all...
     
    Time is being consumed... and I got all most none left..
     
    Thats about it I'd guess..
     
    still depressed so I will stop now..
     
    bye.
    April 14

    3 new wallpaper projects

    Angel Guidance

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    Anime: Kimi ga Nozomu Eien
    Genre: Romantic/Drama
    Inspiration: My ex-girlfriend that I still think of almost everyday...
    Type Wallpaper: Scenery - heavenly sky
    Resolution: 1280x1024
    Working hours: 6
    Special thanks to: bj0rn for believing in me and the extremely harsh critiqs
    Supportive thanks to: my family friends from my own website

    Description

    Guidance of an angel was a different type of wallpaper that I created so far. I think I'm improving quite fast as I did in my signature career. I smudged the clouds and created the angel wings by myself. I extracted the Haruka render from a screenshot from the KGNE game. I did some simple render manipulations on it and I did the angel wings. The wings took most of my time as they were pretty hard to make the way I wanted them. I used some standard glitters and sakura leaves. Maybe went a bit to much with them however I like how it turned out. And my motto is since I'm the creator I make things that look eye appealing to me.

    Angels always fascinated me and watching Kimi ga Nozomu Eien made me realized that even in this real life we have angels. I fell in love with Haruka from the first episode I watched from KGNE and I'm still very upset about the ending. The show made me even cry at episodes 2, 4 and 14. I wanted to make a tribute to Haruka as I see her as an angel in my eyes. I think in my oppinion I did well.

    I'm getting all emotional now so its about time to stop writing. I hope you like this wallpaper as much as I enjoy'd creating it so feel free to post comments and if you add this to your favourites then thank you in advance.
     
     
    Heaven's Beauty

     

    Anime: Fate Stay/Night
    Genre: Action/Drama
    Inspiration: Ilya
    Type Wallpaper: Scenery - heavenly sky
    Resolution: 1280x1024
    Working hours: 12 - 13
    Special thanks to: Adobe Photoshop for not crashing
    Supportive thanks to: My family friends from my own website
    Dedicated to: Deets (fellow Ilya fan)

    Description:

    This wallpaper took around 12 - 13 hours. I started out in the evening on the past day. I couldn't sleep so I thought... shoot I'm gonna work on it all night. I turned my msn on offline and kept working in photoshop. After around 8 hours I began feeling very sleepy but friend of mine (bj0rn) he can stay up as long as he wants so I kept going and saying to myself you have to finish this.

    Reasons why it took so long is I smudged the whole lot. I zoomed in like 450 percent, and smudged tiny bits and bits... until it became one substance. That took massive time because the project is on a 1280x1024 resolution. I also worked hard in overlapping certain parts in the 2 Ilya scans. After perfecting that it turned out well. I wanted to add something in the skies, something with berserker, because when I think of Ilya its hard to not think of berserker. So I found this good scan from the Fate Stay/Night game. I used it and smudged it into the cloud.

    After all the smudging I had a pretty solid wallpaper yet still it wasn't done in my oppinion. So I want duplicating various parts of the scans and went manipulating them. This changed colors, brightness and sharpness. Also turned well in my oppinion. Now my wallpaper looked very cool but still it misses something heavenly like. So I got my bird brushes and sparkle brushes and went filling it around Ilya. My first vision was a sky full of birds. Not to soon I found out it was way to crowded. So I wanted to make it look like the birds where attracted by Ilya. That was my foundation for the birds placement. Then add some glitters around Ilya and voila you got yourselfs a heavenly look in my oppinion.

    I really hope all of you like it and please comment on it. If you really like it please set it as your favourite ^^
     
     
    Heaven's Little Dreamer

     

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    Download Link: http://img85.imageshack.us/my.php?image=ilyasvielvoneinzbernspecialcop1.jpg

    Anime: Fate Stay/Night
    Genre: Action/Drama
    Inspiration: Ilya
    Type Wallpaper: Scenery - heavenly sky
    Resolution: 1280x1024
    Working hours: 6
    Special thanks to: Adobe Photoshop for not crashing
    Supportive thanks to: My family friends from my own website
    Dedicated to: bj0rn and Milkiyo

    Description:

    This wallpaper took around 6 hours. My inspiration was my former wallpaper of lya. I started out smudging clouds again, but this time with darker spots and lighter spots. bj0rn gave the advice to me that it should create more depth that way. I also added a moon for extra scenery. The moon was just a brush so that wasn't all to hard work. The scan is moderate quality, I spuffed it up as muched as I could, I think it overall looks great. I also added a halo and angel wings, made from scratch by myself. I admit I first looked for halo brushes but couldn't find any >.< so I made it myself with eclipse tool , some outerglows and voila.

    The angels wings where smudged and bit spiced up by some alias sparkly brushes. Also added some birds going from small to big, thus going from a far distant to closer distants. I really hope you like this wallpaper as much as I worked on it. bj0rn also gave me the advice to not let your scan float in mid air so I made Ilya sit on a cloud.

    If you set it as your favourite I will be eternal gratefull =) Any comments are welcome aswell seeing as I like it when people post good comments about it.

    With hopefull expectations,


    GodFather-san
    April 10

    Various GFX Projects completed

    Hi everyone, Its been a while but don't think I have been slacking off... I finished 2 wallpaper projects, a signature, a nice banner and a Fan Tag aswell =)
     
    Normal Fan Tag:
     
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    Elite Fan Tag:
     
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    Banner:
     
     
    Signature:
     
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    Motion Signature:
     
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    My 3rd Wallpaper Project
     
    Heart of Flame
     
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    Anime: Shakugan no Shana
    Details: Messed up style of both tech and grunge. Still I am not good at making wallpapers and having major problems with filling the huge space. This time I didn't use a screenshot/cap wich I did in my previous 2 that got rejected by Mini Tokyo.
    Special Thanks to: the people that uploaded my render/scan material.
     
     
     
    My 4th Wallpaper Project

    Innocence of Ignorance

     

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    Download Link: http://img81.imageshack.us/my.php?image=onegaitwinscopy7kp.jpg

    Anime: Onegai Twins - Karin Onodera
    Theme: Vector brushed/sparkle brushed
    Construction Time: 8 - 9 Hours
    Scans: 3 screencaps and 1 main render
    Inspiration: bj0rn - reminiscence wallpaper
    Special thanks to: Pegasus21 for creating that awesome Karin Main Vector Render
    Special special thanks to: bj0rn for helping me out on ideas for the screencaps frames
    Special special special love thanks to: Karin Onodera ^_^

     

    Description:

    I worked on it for around 8 - 9 hours in total. I gathered the materials earlier on when I was still doing my 3rd wallpaper project. I'm fully aware of the no nudity rule in Mini Tokyo, thus there isn't nudity in my wallpaper only slight ecchi. The face of Karin in the middle screen cap was rebuild by myself. The original had a weird face and I emptied it out and created a new one with the pen tool. The frames of the screencaps has also been made more perspective.

    This is quiet different from my 1st and 2nd wallpaper where I used screenshots, this time I actually did something with the screenshots, it became more of a screenshot manipulation therefor I think it isn't against the rules what I created. All the screenshots were altered incredible from the original therefor making it my own work. Off course if you have doubts I'm willing to post originals to back up my words.

    Another problem I used to encounter is I have this bad habit on putting as much scans in 1 wallpaper, reasons why I did this is because I have trouble filling the space, on this wallpaper however everything is placed where it should be. I left enough space to make my background noticable. Also the main style is vector brushed but I had this vision of Karin standing in grass and looking at a nightsky. I wanted to make such ideal with vector brushes but then I discovered why don't I mix a little bit of sparkle brushes in it.

    It worked fine in my oppinion. I really hope all of you like it and please comment on it. If you really like it please set it as your favourite ^^

    With hopefull expectations,

     

    GodFather-san

    April 05

    New Wallpaper Project done !

    Hi Guys/Girls,
     
    Remember when I told you that I would start on a second wallpaper project. Well in secrecy I worked on it everyday for around 2 - 3 weeks, doing little bits everyday.. and today I finished it. I posted it on my own site and on MinitTokyo's. I really hope people will like it since I did my best on giving it a really elfen lied feeling.
     
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    To bad that i can't show you the full size on msn space but feel free to check it out on my website.
     
    And if you want to keep track of it on Minitokyo's:
     
     
    Well I'm off now ! Oh and I miss a very special someone.
     
    Yes I mean you Raisa !
     
    -GF
    April 04

    Another Day, Another Night

    Hi everyone,
     
    Its been a while since last blogging, its due to the fact I was very busy last couple of days. In school we have the period exams coming up so I have to study hard for them. ( in other words need to slack of and watch anime )
     
    I'm currently downloading the Fate Stay/Night hentai game. After hours of looking for it I found the torrent for the hentai game. Only downside is the game it totaly japanese and goes like 4kb per second. But I already have 24% so I just have to hang on ^.^
     
    I also finished my own made render, I worked everyday on it, but only little bits, but today I finished it and I'm quite proud of it.
     
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    I hope you like it, I worked hard on it and I think I'm improving a great deal.
    So now I make wallpapers, signatures and own made renders. I think I achieved quite some things in my GFX-Carreer.
     
    Well I'm off again, busy busy busy...but after this week I can blog more often so ^^
     
    Oh and btw, Fate Stay/Night is getting better and better after every episode. Though I had the major spoiler of my life ( I accidently read the entire prolouqe of FSN so I know everything already what will happen ) I still like the show ^^
     
    I'm also very happy with my elfen lied dvd box ^^ soon to come season 1 of school rumble on dvd box. Gotta love harima kenji !
     
    now my final word:
     
    Curry
     
     
    March 29

    Hehe w00tzors !

    Konnichiwa !
     

    Daijoubu ?

     

    Hai, Genki desu !

     

    Crowd goes wild: Sugoi !

     

    Anyway's lol, crazy shit happened lately, first I resigned from my job, yes I quitted so I no longer have a jobzors ! w00t the freedom the power .... **insert vegeta theme music** AT LAST THE SAIYAN PRINCE HAS AWAKENED

    sorry bout that...got carried away...again LOL

     

    Also I made a drawing again but its not yet finished but have a sneak peak anyways:

     

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    Kawaii ! Cute ! and yes I made that, even those eyes and stuff. From scratchie =) Also made this 10 minute job signature:

     

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    Its only a 10 minute quicky so its not ''that'' good but it will do fine.

    And I will write a e-mail soon to miss Raisa to tell her not to forget about me muwhahaha. Mister strawberry won't go away, and I miss Raisa !

     

    Well thats it oh and btw, I bought the entire elfen lied dvd box ( just need to pick it up next week ) and ghost in the shell 2, its good anime and also the la blue girl box ! hentai ! w00t. And I just watched fate stay/night episode 12 wich was awesome.

     

    **Spoiler**

    Saber's weapon is excalibur !! ownzors !

     

    Well gotta run now !

     

    Ja ne !

     

    -GF

    March 20

    1 week has passed.

    Konbanha,
     
    First of all, I'm really sorry that I haven't blogged for over a week. There has been difficulties lately wich needed my full attention. Wednesday 15th of March wasn't a really special day. It was the last day that I talked normally with Forsaken and Silvermoon and Sephiroth. Though that day changed me, I had a terrible fight with ClaudStrofe ( who is or was a very good friend of mine ) He called me an idiot and said he lost all his respect for me. And why do you ask, cause I was in touch with Deets and Bnetgamer on dbztu - forums. Those people he hate so I had to choose sides...however I'm a person that don't do that, I decide with whom I go on with.
     
    Then thursday came, real hellish, like in real - life hellish. My mentor was finally present at school, so I thought I could finally tell him about the problems I had in my class with my classmates. However my mentor told me I had to wait at least till next week, in other words I had to live another week in this hellish situation. On that day Zollowhex wrote some not so friendly personal messages towards me on dbztu. I felt uncomfortable reading them. Then I played a little bit of Gaia and that was pretty much my thursday.
     
    Friday was another hellish game, was late for school, had gym classes but wanted to skip. Got into various fights at school and when I wanted to go home I got stuck for 2 hours in the train >.< so the ''thank god its friday'' is not a nice sentence. I did however gave Sephiroth ( Ivan ) a phone call, that was quiet intresting. Then I got home, launched the SOTW 4 contest and went offline on msn. I needed some time alone to start on that 2nd wallpaper project.
     
    However my attention was stolen due to gaia, something I play often lately, It's a chatsite but its rpg style so you walk around and talk and you dress your selfs up and stuff, pretty neat to flirt with girls that way. I talked to Bjorn very briefly, he gave me a great link to a anime download website so I downloaded a few full anime series wich I watched all friday night. I fell asleep at around 4 - 5 AM.
     
    Now the dreadfull day begins...waking up at 10 AM on a saturday is a pain in the ass... but whats even worse is.. I log onto the dbztu site and I noticed it was hacked.. porn picture everywhere, all topics and posts were deleted. I was upset about that but I thought thank god it didn't happen to me. Then around 30 minutes later ( I didn't immidiatly check out my own website since I was keeping track of the hacked dbztu - forum site ) I checked my own website.. and what do I see, the same porn picture and everything gone, my account was banned... All my work that I spend on my website was gone. My gfx works, my topics, posts.. buttons everything... gone.
     
    I was so sad, I couldn't take it, I went online on msn and what did my friends do, instead of helping me they went all ego tripping on me.. selfish bastards...
     
    However now I take that word back, because shortly after I had a chat with my friends on msn and they really really stand by me. They helped me rebuild my new website.
     
     
    But still I feel sad that someone close to me was involved with the hackings, they used one of my best friends account to get into my administrator panel...those bastards. However at the moment the hacker is still unkown though many people pointed out their finger.
     
    Due to the fact I was so sad I kinda ignored some gfx friends on msn, people like Forsaken and all wich I regret however when I'm so depressed myself I cannot help them nor rate work....
     
    After that I went making a signature according to my feelings at that precise moment ... specially since I felt like shit. This is what I made:
     
     
     It will also be my SOTW 1 entry. Since all SOTW will be held all over again thnx to those hackers. And I dislike zollowhex a great deal, but I like Deets a lot, but Deets like zollowhex... so I'm kinda in a crossfire.. wich is not cool. All this shit is making me tense lately and on top of that my home situation is getting worser by the day.
     
    Well you are all informed now, Sunday was a boring day, I rebuild my new website on that day and I stay'd at my brothers place.
     
    Well I will try to blog more often... but what really bothers me what actually can make me cry is that I spoke so little to forsaken , Bjorn and Miss Raisa... damn I miss them all :(
     
    Gomenasai....gomenasai...
     
    Oyasumi nasai !
     
    GodFather-San
    March 14

    Tuesday day 2 in hell

    Konbanha !
     
    Well todays tuesday, can't wait for it to get friday actually. I started out this morning with a terrible headache, most likely to be migraine. I worked on a new drawing ( well worked on it few days ago but today I finished it ) Here is the end product:
     
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    Not bad hey, It looks like the real thing I think. I made 2 own renders in the couple of weeks. So I'm pretty proud on myself. I think I will use this own made render to either be put in my second wallpaper project or making a signature out of it.
     
    Today I watched episode 5 & 6 of Elfen Lied, the story is just amazing ( I like Fate Stay/Night more ) but Elfen Lied definatly comes up the second place. I cried at episode 4 cause of that cute little girl that died but it seems she's still alive :D So I'm happy again.
     
    Anyways thats about it so I'll be going now.
     
    Janei !
     
    GodFather san
    March 13

    Hell has begon yet again... *sigh*

    Yup you all guessed it, its Monday,... the hellish week begins, however I did spoke to Miss Raisa today wich was fun but then her i-pod was screwing around deleting all her songs wich was not funny... Then I went off to make another drawing wich didn't really work >_> I'm losing inspiration lately BLEH. And still not one step I did in making my second wally GRRR I need more time. Tommorow school starts for me wich is NOT good. Specially cause I HATE many people in my class. Fucking idiots...
     
    Anyways.. Friday I will start the SOTW3 and after that I'm free, no more restrictions, ^^ I think I will set myself on offline on msn so no-one can disturb me, cause I need to do GFX... but for now I must survive this hellish week.. zomg...ZOMG someone HELP ME !! aaaaaaaaaaah
     
    Well I updated my phone today with some japanese songs and right now i'm charging the battery for my mp3 player. Today I watched the 4th episode of Elfen Lied.. and I'd cried.. There is this really sweet girl and she gets torn to limbs litterely it was sooooo sad and with that music playing I cried.. that girl didn't deserve to suffer and die in the end so I think I will make a signature with her as a render this weekend in honor.
     
    Bleh I'm really tired but I don't want to go to sleep cause then its tuesday and hell begins.. AWWW noooo *crawls back in his pink box*
     
    I only come out when someone protects me like Saber *insert drool emoticon* hehe aaah, yes watching my favourite anime shows and listning to some good old anime and japanese music during these week should give me some energy. AARRGH I'm so mad... stupid week, everybody is asking me things lately I do not have time for myself anymore :'( I just want to do GFX they dont' even realize how much effort I stick in maintaining the website, everyday I get up to fix the music cause the url's for the music only stays active 1 day but they don't know that so I have to upload new ones every single day. But do I hear compliments... NOOOOO...BLEH
     
    Time for me to step of this self pity toilet pot and hide in my pink box muwhahahaha
     
    I will go to bed now or not >_> thats a question for you but a knowing for me !!
     
    Oyasumi nassai !
     
    GodFather-san
     
     
    March 12

    My new own made Render

    Well I made this today, worked all day on it still not finished but its a start:
     
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    I think it turned out great.
     
    Any comments anyone ??
     
    -GF
    March 11

    2 Long days

    Konbanha !
     
    O genki desu ka ?
     
    How are you all, I'm so sorry I haven't blogged yesterday, Yesterday was a dreadfull day for me, as I got in a fight at school. And when I got home I was so tired I had to sleep. And today in the morning my internet connection was gone since the provider was doing maintenance...
     
    But all that solved a few hours ago so here I am blogging once more. I made a mp3 player on my website, I really like my website now. Forsaken made a very nice signature, a final fantasy one, I'm kinda jealous about that, it seems my lack of time is killing me, and I'm falling behind. Ah well it cannot be helped with at this very moment. Still I haven't started on my wallpaper project. I did however made these two signatures:
     
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    The Archer one was for my friend Tomx. He liked it a lot so its a good job well done.
    I also have great news, I got episode 10 of Fate Stay/Night however the download is incredible slow...
     
    Well I'm off for now, everyone take care !
     
    ..:Updated:..
     
    Well I just saw Episode 10 of Fate Stay/Night and DAMN, that was sweet ! Yes, I saw the ass of Saber in that one:
     
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    Grrrr Arrgh w00t, thats some fine ass you looking at. Anyways, the episode was great to watch besides the nudity part. I think that the guy that adopted Shirou is the fater of that little girl that controls Beserker.
    Well I have to go now again. Janei !
     
    GodFather-san
    March 09

    New updates on my website

    Hi guys/girls,
     
    I've updated my entire website today. New skin, new banner I made, new icons I made, new buttons I made etc etc etc, I'm so tired right now. Tommorow or actually today lol it's friday, after that we finaly have our weekend break. About time though cause I need it. This morning I had a very good conversation with Miss Raisa, She's so sweet and she show'd me the most beautifull picture ever and yes I will share it with you:
     
     
    Just woow, and she' actually saw such a sun set >_> how lucky ! cause its lovely !
    I haven't had time yet to either make myself a nice Saber signature nor to produce a wallpaper. I hate my lack in time. Anyways im really tired so I should go to bed.
     
    Take care all.
     
    Janei !
     
    GodFather-San
     
     
    March 08

    Yet another busy day...

    Today at school it was again boring, though I almost lost my temper with someone. I rendered around 4 pictures for Bjorn today and I also helped my older brother out by moving his stuff to his new house. I'm really exhausted and don't really know what to write.
     
    Bjorn sended me a full anime movie called: Tsubasa Chronicle Torikago no Kuni no Himegimi. I'm gonna watch it and then again Fate Stay/Night. I'm kinda missing Miss Raisa very much, I feel so sad and bad that I didn't had time for her today, I miss the conversations I have with her. I hope she can forgive my lack in time. Anyway's here are some sweet screenshots to keep you all entertained for a while:
     
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    And one more for the road:

     

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    Yup she's beautifull.... *sigh* Saber you are the best as you will always will be.

    And for everyone thats also in a dip like me I say: Gambatte !

     

    Janei, ashita matane !

     

    GodFather-San

     
    March 07

    Another boring day at school.

    Konnichiwa !
     
    Well today was pretty boring, at school we had a problem case about some a-social family that causes problems for the entire neighbourhood. Our assignment was to find out what you could do if you were there neighbours and you were fed up with them. In other words another day wasted of my life doing absolutely nothing meaningfull. Also started to annoy myself to someone from school lately.
     
    I kinda have a hard time dealing with the fact I have so little time for GFX right now. When I come back from school I have to go to my work straight when I'm home so I'm really tired and all. I only need to render 1 more Saber frame and then I can start my big saber signature project. And of course time is very important since I also have a website to run and maintain. Ohh and I miss Saber, damn I think I take the show bit to serious, but damn do I wish that anime was real, that Saber was my servant, it would make my life so much easier won't it ?
     
    Lately I been thinking a lot. I feel lonely, I really think I need a girlfriend or just someone to have good conversations with ( but a girl person ) But I really love asian looking girls I don't know why :S and ah well I don't think I would ever find someone that both love my hobby and have great conversations with. For now I will stick to my anime and I will watch all Fate Stay/Night episodes again for the 5th time.
     
    My buddy Tomx also made his msn-space today. It's http://spaces.msn.com/tomx-san so welcome to the club tomx!!
     
    I hope you like Fate Stay/Night as much as I do >_>
     
    Miss Raisa justed wanted to tell you that I miss you and that I think about you, I hope everything went well at school today.
     
    Take care all !
     
    Janei !
     
    GodFather-San
    March 06

    Fate Stay/Night !!

    Ok I'm back again, Today started out as a pretty boring day, Yesterday I went to sleep around 3 AM, why you ask, well not much to explain just the fact.... I....got.....THE FIRST THREE EPISODES OF FATE STAY/NIGHT !! IN YOUR FACE MUWAHAHAHAHAHA ok ya ? !
     
    And now I just got my 4th episode and its soooo cute, I love the story plot and the emotional expressions. The profile scetches of the characters in the anime serie are brilliant. So you got that Rin ---> Saber ain't just a ruthless killer, she's gorgeous and beautifull and lovely ! The way she looks up to you with those eyes... wooow.
     
    It was sooo cute how Saber fought Heracles servant ! bleh I wish Saber was my servant, I will treat her much better then Shirou ! Ahhh Saber your so cute ! Kawaii ! I'm also very curious about Sakura, she plays a mysterious role, I think it will have a great story twist if she her self is a master with a servant :P but I will keep you all informed about that. And the father of Shirou, there something strange about him --> I think he has many secrets so I'm anxious to find more about that.
     
    Ahhh and Episode 4 was so nice, the conversation with Shirou and Saber, it was so sweet it made me almost go crying ! Fate Stay/Night is by far the best anime series I've seen so far. Its absolutely addictive ! I also got the bit torrent files for Elfen Lied from Bjorn ! Yup he's my best source for all the things, and also a very good friend ! But I cannot keep up with more then 1 anime at the moment so I'm sticking loyal to Saber ^^
     
    Well I'm gonna stop writing this blog now, maybe gonna watch Fate Stay/Night yet again ! its so nice oh and people little spoiler ---> I will start a new wallpaper project, yes another Fate Stay/Night one with saber but this time I will not use screenshots in my wallpaper but more personalized effects !
     
    Oh and before I forget I checked mini tokyo's website, its seems my wallpaper is doing pretty great actually ! it was set to favourite by already 7 people and more then 35 people downloaded it ! I'm so happy about it. And for all you GFX-Designer friends who read this, I will make no more then 1 sig a month or when I feel like it, I decided to make wallpapers since it gives so more satisfaction and its a way bigger project to work on.
     
    Well take care everyone, tonight I have to go to work from 7 PM till 9 PM but after that I'm back to check if I gotten myself the episode 5 of Fate Stay/Night !
     
    Hehe here are some screens from Fate Stay/Night I took:
     
     
     
    This is the part where Shirou tells Saber that he's sorry ! woohooo !  
    Damn she's so hot... hehe and Bjorn she's MINE I tell you I'm so greedy --->
     
    1 more for the road hehe:
     
     
    Hehe, there now were all fine and comfortable ! Oh and I got another good news to mention ! Miss Raisa sended a really really cute picture of her self so Thank You Miss Raisa ---> *Insert Drool emoticon*
     
    Janei !
     
    GodFather-San
     
    ..:Updated:..
     
    Well it's 12:39 AM here now, I need to go to bed since I do have school tommorow. I also have good news I watched all 9 episodes of Fate Stay/Night , its so addictive and Sakura and Saber are soo cute ! I feel sorry for Sakura though... Shirou kinda treats her real bad. I saw the spoiler screens for episode 10 , hehe nude Saber well that certainly made my day ^^ but the bad thing is now we have to wait sooo long until episode 10 comes ! ahwell...
     
    Also I'm currently making my ultimate Saber signature, I'd figured I just want to make 1 saber signature first so I can post it for the upcoming sig of the week 3 contest. I will make a animation sig and vector brushed style but I'm not entirely sure yet. Well consider yourselfs lucky cause since im such a great mood I will add another great screenshot of Saber hehe!
     
     
    She's so cute ! Well I'm pretty tired now so I will go to sleep. Tommorow I have school and work so I'm not sure yet when I will be able to update my blogs. Take Care all.
     
    Hug and Kiss to Miss Raisa !
     
    Janei !
     
    GodFather-San
    March 05

    Great News !!

    ..:UPDATED:..
     
    Guy's/Girls,
     
    My work is actually IN a gallery, peoply actually BUY my new wallpaper with credits, OMG ! my wallpaper is in a gallery ! >_> ZOMG I cannot explain this feeling, seeing your work, being liked by others, a huge website with YOUR work in a gallery, its a dream coming true... Thank you all that invested in me and believed in me ! Thank You ! Arigato ! I"m so proud !!! Thnx Bjorn ! Thnx Forsaken, Thnx Evelien !! woohoo Thnx Miss Raisa !!
     
    Check it out for yourself:
    And if you click on my wallpaper you see COPYRIGHTED !! FUCK YEAH !!
     
    P.S
     
    I have my first episodes of Fate Stay/Night ZOMG Saber !!! KAWAII !!!
     
    ..:UPDATED:..
     
    Well I'm gonna take a break in my gfx carriere guys. I'm so busy with school and stuff, I have a lot to catch up lately. Bjorn and me had a lot of fun in the group conversation today with his friends, they all make beautifull wallpapers, I hope that someday I will battle theirs. Forsaken and I had a nice chat aswell, I hope you feel any better now.
     
    I just founded out that Illusion-studios.com removed my wallpaper thread without telling, Forsaken this is a serious offense in my oppinion. First SeanB rips a tutorial, and now he randomly deletes your showcase topics, I hate to say it but I wont be posting on that site anymore.
     
    I posted my first wallpaper on MT, I really hope people like it and maybe use it as dekstop wallpaper, who knows maybe I get famous someday ! Bleh still have to do so much homework but I refuse to do it, im either to lazy , I don't know, I feel sad lately but I don't know what causes it ! someone help me get a girl !!! brrr !!!
     
    but for now Saber is with me !
     
    Oh and Good luck to Miss Raisa >_> I hope you finish your homework assignment in time muwhahaha coloring children in a colorbook you can do it !
     
    GodFather-san

    My first wallpaper !

    Hi guys, it's 3:22 AM and still I haven't gotten any sleep. I just had to finish my first wallpaper. Bjorn helped me out a lot and he even send me his .psd file from one of his best works. Again arigato Bjorn !
     
    so this is it:
     
     
    Told you I was gonna make a Saber one ! yeeeey I'm so happy >_>
     
     
     
     
     
     
    Saber Saber Saber !!!! Asian power & Anime power !!
     
    Oh and Saber , I just wanted to say: kawaii ! kawaii ! kawaii ! your soo cute !
    March 04

    Special Gift for Miss Raisa

     
    Well I made this signature for a special someone. She's always very nice and cute and damn she is funny to talk with ! Yes were talking about you Miss Raisa. So I made her a signature ( wich she liked a lot ! )
     
    Now we learned a new word today aswell:
     
    P'WNTASTIC all the way !!
     
    >_> Asian Power all the way !
     
    (>'')> Anime Power all the way !!
     
    Oh and soon I will make my very first Wallpaper !! It will be a Saber on from Fate stay/night !
     
     
     
    Hehe Oh Saber !
     
    -GF
    March 03

    .:Latest Anime Signature:..

     
     
    This is my latest Anime Signature
     
    I entered the sig of the week contest with that signature. I hope I win !
     
    I just love Kaede from Shuffle! Oh anime I wish I could live in your world >_>
     
    Be sure to keep up with my contest:
     
     
    Have fun !
     
    Janei !!